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May 10, 2012

if I'm not a nerd, then who AM I

You know, it's funny, my whole life I fought tooth and nail to get away from my small town.  To escape from the stereotypes, from the boxes I felt like I had been shoved into.  I was convinced that the only way to get out of those boxes was distance, substantial, physical distance between me and who everyone seemed to think I was.  And who was I?  Well, who I thought everyone saw me as was the "brain", with the unruly hair, the glasses, wonky teeth...  A little too tall, too loud at the wrong times, and yet too quiet in others.  I thought they saw me as a man-hater, and a dork.  That girl in band... with the flute.

You can see why I was trying to escape.  The funny thing is, I really WAS most of those things, minus the man-hater bit.  And no amount of distance would necessarily change that.